" Always learn from the mistake that was made." might say that's what I always used to earn in this life , but not life ever going to be expected that we expect. As the saying goes , " a fool is one who has fallen continuously" . From there I always strive to be able to change the above sentence and make me better in this live .
- Experience an unforgettable
With a background of modest family , my father was a self-employed who worked odd jobs as a handyman in Bekasi Las iron making various household equipments such as fences , canopies , and others. Sometimes if there are other jobs such as building foreman shall be my daddy did. While my mother just as a normal housewife . With the full name of the Wind Firmansyah , I was born in Kuningan Regency in West Java on January 1, 1991, rather I was born in the Village District Pamulihan Earrings and I was born as the second child of three brothers .
In 1998 I sat on a bench that is at SDN Pamulihan SD III , from there the first education I received . There was such good experiences or bad I feel when sitting still dibangku SD , and perhaps the experiences I remember and I keep up now . Day after day I have late in the first SD . One of the experiences that I still keep until now that is my experience of love, may sound a little funny because elementary school children already know love. However , I think love is just a love child more often we call love monkeys. I tell a little shy , but this experience will make me always remember my past , and maybe I still feel the experience to date . If mind - remember that experience, I always smile because maybe now I understand.
When it apart from the elementary school science befall me also befell the religion of a pesantren (madrasah ) make far from where I live but can still be reached on foot. From there the experience begins. The beginning of the story when I was sitting in class 5. Every Saturday night, the Salah dipesantren provide studies routinely executed on ba'da evening prayer , I sometimes even pigs there with other friends because the place is a little bit far from the house where I live , exactly diss countryside. If the study was completed , we were sleeping in the boarding schools . However , his name is also sometimes a kid before our sleepy really playing out before boarding and after satisfied we will come back and sleep .
On one night the following week all my friends gathered at the corner of boarding while discussing something . I even joined out of curiosity of what they heard . And it turns out that the secret chat owned their own about their love for one's taste . While it because I terlajur merge , and I also got my turn one query like daughter dinatara classified . I went with a sense of bewildered choose who can only fall silent , because I do not have time any feeling terhadat female. After much thought one of my friends suggested to choose one , and one daughter turns from boarding the owner Ustad ( teacher ngaji us ) and thus kaka my class then I have yet to know. I only agree with the innocence of what my friends recommend , and due to I have to choose because they listen to the chat . Upon completion of all , they agreed to express their feelings , including me even need to say it. I immediately hear that someone is getting confused because I choose not at all I know. But all that has happened and I have to extend it to trust the friends of others.
One day I noticed the work I choose . However , the moment I really do not have feelings apaun him. With keterpaksaan I even ventured to send a letter stating their contents persaan like. With pounding heart I always wait for a reply that might have it read but somehow reciprocated or not . Time interval before the reply I received, I hear that all my other friends cancel their intention to express their noticing . Dag dig Dug sound of my heart beating madly more toned because I have to do , on what I've heard . I feel dihianati and I do not know what should I do with all that has happened . However , rice has become porridge hope I shall accept all do not know with what I have expressed .
And in the end balasanpun letter I received from a cousin sister who is still a friend of my classes . Feeling really not karuan I read the reply letter , and it turned out the contents of the letter is the same feeling with reply letter I sent to him , and that means feeling like I received. But even that is not possible acceptance to really feel like it, but might have to because confused and do not understand anything about feeling love .
Short short story said after the incident I finally approval from SD has arrived and we were separated without words . In 2004 I moved from my village to the city of Bekasi to pursue higher education kejenjang . State Tsanawiyah Madrasah ( MTSn ) 1 Bekasi knowledge is where I happen to further education . Day after day passed so quickly tahunpun and a great many experiences that I could get. In 2007 I graduated and extend back my education at a private school that is in high school Mandalahayu Bekasi. Disanapun I experienced a lot of experience , be it good or bad experience .
One thing I did not forget the incident that is the SD first time . Many years since we broke up , we never meet again . However , when I get a top ranking handphonenya . With the intention silaturahmi I often contacted and to date we still communicate through hanphone .
Joy and sorrow , laughter and smiles were all kesedihanpun color in my life journey . Times I even teenagers teens undergo as many who have hobbies and ambitions that Salah dream . If asked hobby , a great many of my favorite hobby that is playing volley ball and badminton , to this very day I still do and be routine every week .
Became a religious teacher maybe that ambition I want when school . But with over time and and I traveled the path may be different with the desire , ambition even then I revert . Up until now, I still wonder about the ambition that I have achieved .
Hope we do not ever always bags liking , but given the way of Allah to determine the direction of our lives for the better . In 2010 I began to lecture at the university Gunadarma that until now I have reached the semester receiving and 6 .
Do not feel so evanescent year and change . When I was in college , I could feel unbreakable spirit as my field of study does not fit with what I expected . I always feel despair even in live lecture , but was interrupted in between then I get the spirit of someone who was not , but now I know to be a special. The enthusiasm comes from a person who gives time SD experience . He made me think positive in everything live . And with the enthusiasm that I undergo a lecture to the present. Maybe it's true , do not ever hope and desire straight path as planned. However , God has his own way for his people and HE knows what is best .
