First , you always accompany my story . Even when you 're too sleepy , you will make the coffee in order to stay up with me even if only by phone . In fact , what I told you is often not so important . I just could not sleep and wanted someone to accompany me . But you , someone who actually does not like staying up late , always willing to be that person , who would stay up with me .
First , you always come whenever I need you. I do not know what you have the power . Because whatever my problem , when I saw you come in , I always feel relieved . You are also willing to hear my story about him . Someone who makes me crazy once wounded many times at the same time . You will then provide a shoulder to lean my head , wiped my tears slowly , and recycle them to bring laughter with jokes garingmu . That made me laugh instead of humor . But because so doing business telling you a funny thing , with a flat face because you are not good at telling stories. It was crisp . But I enjoyed it .
Even now, you still like it , provide your shoulder. But , your shoulders are cold , not as warm as before while still loves me . Not as warm as before when you were willing to wait for me even though I was crazy about him .
Now , you who thought I was already good friends because there is your girl . You let go , eventually you actually get . And I noticed , she was actually a lot more interesting and fun than me . You 're lucky , the girl also .
First , you never love me like you love her . My fault , I do not care and do stupid by worshiping someone who actually has an ego too big to think about my happiness . While you , who always thought of my happiness , closed its existence because I just noticed him only.
Surely now be with the girl , looking very happy . Because you are always there for him , and always keep happy .
I still remember , last night you said , " My shoulder tonight still allowed to lean your head . But next time , do not be anymore . Liver There's someone to look after . Closeness of two people , should not be represented by an intimate touch body . Indeed not happen nothing, but if it could hurt their partner , why should I do? Thus , other times , it may not be there on my shoulder again . but I can still talk with you . Though certainly , my time is no longer free as it used to . "
You smiled . I was silent . And leaned my head into his shoulder as it used to .
It was the first time we fell silent for a long time when you're both .
Like what I said earlier , your shoulders are still available for me . At least until last night . But I never know if it could be as cold as the shoulders . If I was not crazy about him , his shoulder would still be warm as it used to .
taken from his diary
